February 21st, 2012 at 9:32PM

After a few days of analyzing my thoughts, I guess what my true problem with this whole thing is

  • the fact that I’m not important enough or worthy enough to be your girlfriend, but you instead refer to me as your ‘friends with benefits’ and that makes me feel disgusting about myself. (even though you played that whole conforming to the social norms card and I always fall for it)
  • I can’t detach myself like you can and I can’t simply not fall in love with someone, and I feel like anybody with a heart should feel the same way.
  • You don’t like the way I dress, and for some reason that really bothers me. Genuinely, it does. Call me a drama queen, but I have never been with a guy that didn’t appreciate my style and think I’m unique and love me for it. 
  • The fact that you said to someone that you would never ‘get with me’ after meeting me because I’m too ‘childish’. 
  • The fact that you apparently don’t even mention me when I’m not around.
  • The fact that you act like if your ex came back into your life, you would stop talking to me completely and be with her. I think that would make any girl uncomfortable.
  • The fact that you have this image in your mind of the perfect girl and it’s not me.
  • I like romance. The simple little things that are so enjoyable about a relationship, the cute and sweet things that make me smile. You never really try, and it makes me feel unimportant.
  • I like being someone’s favorite. It sounds immature, but I really do. I’m not yours. And it kind of bothers me.
  • The fact that I feel worthy of something more than this, with someone who actually appreciates who I am and loves me with all their heart for it.

  1. bubblepopelec-tric said: This doesn’t sound fun. Hopefully everything works out. =\
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